tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-295935252011-04-21T21:42:14.865-07:00My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.comBlogger81100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1155316898046137172006-08-11T09:50:00.000-07:002006-08-11T10:21:38.073-07:00Heys... it's another long time since i come online le...<br />so long i didnt update my blog...<br />i felt quite miserable when i get back my MT result...<br />i thought i can reach my target...<br />but to my disappointment, i didnt...<br />i thought of retaking but i am afraid that i will not be able to do as well... maybe get back the same result or worse... (like a waste of money)...<br />Through experience from other friends... think that end of year de can do better...<br />though i may feel disappointed, but i have a strong feeling that God is comforting me...<br />i felt a great relieve..<br /><br />But some other thing happened...<br />there's this one time when i messaged a friend of mine...<br />i msged something which i think will hurt him...<br />becoz when i was typing this msg...<br />i felt that i have done wrong... i myself feels the hurt there too...<br />i hesitated... thinking whether to sent him or not??<br />then... my fingers pressed on it... and there the msg goes... to his hp...<br />at that moment i a bit regreted...<br />i sent him this msg becoz i was angry...<br />he replied and i know that is the end of me...<br />after he replied i cried...<br />i felt so confused...<br />i have no idea what i am doing that had lead me to this ending...<br />how come this will happen to me??<br />what am i thinking at that time...<br />i am so confused...<br /><br /><br />now i have to depend on myself and the help of my friends and my teachers...<br />i do not know how to face him...<br />i wanted to apologise but the words just cant come out of my mouth...<br />my mouth is just so stubborn...<br />i used to say sorry to him very often... but just this time i don know why...<br /><br />Having those times with him will never be forgotten...<br />the way he encourages me...<br />the way he sent me to hell... (tonnes and tonnes of homework, scoldings, etc...)<br />the way we joke together...<br />the way we played together...<br />the way we really do silly, stupid and idiotic things together...<br />the names given to me every months...<br />the days when we went out together...<br />etc, etc, etc, etc.......................................................<br />Will never be forgotten... :)<br /><br />We have not talked for a long time since the day i msg him...<br />regreted and feeling remorseful...<br />Hoping that we can talk to each other again...<br />but i think is just my wishful thinking...<br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115531689804613717?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1153550548518488872006-07-21T23:37:00.000-07:002006-07-21T23:42:28.530-07:00Heys...<br />is a long time since i updated my blog...<br />don know what to say also...<br />so sian..<br />study, study and study...<br />don know whether got go into the brain anot?<br />Haiz...<br />Finding people to study together...<br />haiz...<br />who will want to come and study with me leh?<br />Hope i can cope with my study and can get good results in 'O' levels..<br />Hehe!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115355054851848887?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1152801771446440032006-07-13T07:37:00.000-07:002006-07-13T07:42:51.460-07:00nothing to say...<br />just the normal things...<br />feeling abit moody... maybe...<br />today Eng lesson so sian...<br />just know what is chunking and have to do chunking<br />chunk, chunk. chunk...<br />then got homework...<br />have to do chunking also...<br />Hope that i will have the initiative to study harder...<br />MY ENGLISH... is sux like hell...<br />so poor...<br />have to improve...<br />For those who read my blog who scored well for their Eng...<br />Pls tell me how did you all get to do so well...<br />All i know is to do practices, read more books and newspapers...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115280177144644003?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1152697718015496492006-07-12T02:41:00.000-07:002006-07-12T02:48:38.030-07:00Hmm...<br />finally the graduation CD finish le...<br />do the CD so long with Cindy and Danny...<br />actually finish very long de...<br />then the computer spoil...<br />then have to redo... luckily got redo...<br />then now look nicer...<br />like the video so much...<br />Haiz...<br />so sian...<br />today got POA test...<br />so dfficult...<br />some don know how to do...<br />almost 1 question like that didnt do...<br />haiz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115269771801549649?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1152201681804751442006-07-06T08:49:00.000-07:002006-07-06T09:01:21.836-07:00It's a long time when i posted my last post...<br />Now trying to cut down the usage of computer..<br />i want to put my 'o' level first...<br />very stress without help...<br />help to seek from teachers and friends...<br />Last time still have one special friend who helped me...<br />but now without this friend's help... i have to depend on my own le...<br />i just pray and hope that i can cope well with my subjects and ..<br />can do well my all my exams...<br />Sometimes just don know what to do...<br />Thinking of giving up...<br />Since i have chosen to come back to sec 5..<br />that means i CAN...<br />"it may seem difficult but it is possible.."<br />Just hace to push myself harder...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115220168180475144?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1151039796330242072006-06-22T22:08:00.000-07:002006-06-22T22:16:36.340-07:00<span style="color:#ffcc00;">Haiz... so long didn't update my blog already..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">busy with my own personal things..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">tell myself not to use the computer before my o level finishes...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then i think to myself... from today to o level is very long...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then i will not be able to update my blog...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">WHAT SHOULD I DO??</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">then i think...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i will only update my blog... and will not go to any website or chat with anyone..</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i must use this time to study...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">what QX say is correct...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">i would either suffer now or in the future...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">if i suffer now and get good results then i will not have to suffer in the future...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">get good job and good postion...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">but i just cannot ge myself to do so...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">something is just hindering me...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Jsut don know what to do...</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">can someone just come and give me spme ideas and encourage me to</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">WORK HARD!! </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc00;">Can someone come and counsel me and motivate me??</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115103979633024207?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1150217261336670982006-06-13T09:33:00.000-07:002006-06-13T09:47:41.353-07:00hOw'S my dAe toDay??<br />doN kNow whAt to sAy leH ...<br />siAn aR..<br />MorNinG: gO maRkEtinG wiTh my moTheR tiLL aFternOOn<br />aftErnOOn: heLp to cOOk diNNer<br />waTcH my faVouRiTE shOW (swEEt 18)<br />nIghT tiME: gO foR tuItiOn foR loNg hoUrs..<br />bEtteR thAn lAst tiME... toDae leArNt alOt oF thiNgs..<br />(aLl mUst tHAnk to hOe qI xIanG).. hehe...<br />by The tiME i reAch hoME is alReadY midNiGht..<br />toDae noThinG reALly inTereStinG ba...<br />tHE daE juSt paSt lIke tHat...<br />hAIz..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115021726133667098?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29593525.post-1150108626157255382006-06-12T03:36:00.000-07:002006-06-12T10:20:14.496-07:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">Heys... This is mine new blog... Nice leh... so nice</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Need to thank to someone so much...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">He is none other than Haziq...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">helping me with it...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Hmmm... what happened today??</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Morning: went to work in my sister's working place</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> until afternoon at around 2 plus</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Afternoon: Prepared dinner</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> (nice dinner: got fried rice and my favourite soup)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">hehe...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Evening: Eat...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> Watch television (Sweet 18)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> Tuition (Qi Xiang de)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> - haiz... sian ar... tuition like no tuition... becoz watching world cup.. hehe..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> then his house tuition with wei ren... but halfway wei ren run home le...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> then in his house tuition me.. tuition until very late ar... cannot sleep</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> being tortured...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"> - by the time i reach home is already... hmm... 12 plus ba...haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">Today is quite fun lor.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">alot of things to keep me entertained</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">haha..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">think about it</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">suddenly remember that i got alot of holiday homework haven finish...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">haiz... think about it also sian..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/29593525-115010862615725538?l=lurvebebe-hui.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>My Life on Earthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17793681534966954299noreply@blogger.com0